All M!a

Gratefulness

You know it is really hard to be grateful for what you have when you don't have what you want. I mean pple think its simple to say hey I have this-that I need- and I don't have this-that I want- but thats okay. I'm grateful. Its not that simple. Pple give me a break.

Not having what you want makes you do crazy shit. I don't wanna end up doing crazy shit I mean come on the point of getting what you want is so that you dont end up doing somthing you will regret in the future no? Maybe I'm mistaken. I know there is a lesson to be learned its just going to take some time . . that I'm loosing daily.

Miles don't make the heart more found of, miles makes the heart wonder. >>I wish this wasn't so. I'm doing my best to remember what I have whether its close or far. That way I won't wonder. . . I don't wonder. I just know that soon enough if I'm not careful I'll wonder. Its ben my history and I'm doing my very best to keep busy and not make friends . . .deeply truly trying not to.

Its hard

lifes getting harder and harder.

and the sucky part about this whole thing is that its not just in this one situation or object part of my life its happening for everything slowly and I'm realizing that if I don't get help I'll explode. Again.

Ya Lattif

Yaa Lateef!

life is full of challenges

12:25 AM, Tuesday, March 4, 2008 .. Posted by Anonymous

hang in there buddy. life is full of challenges. hope you will overcome all!