All M!a

As I Am.

So here I am a few months after my craziness entries.. looking back they look as if someone else wrote them. I feel alot more sorted out than before. Especially because I know where I'm going in life (well I think I do). Also it really helps that I'm more accepted by my peers and sorts around me. Those months of me writing helped alot though. I was really in between; one side I wanted to go back to the teenage do nothing be nothing want everything me...the one that was always depressed and thought negitively, then there was the other side calling me to do what was right and want what was right and think positively. Good always win pple learn from batman =P Te he

I'm engaged. Happy. Trying to place the right puzzle pieces in the right place. Very happy that the pieces are clear and now I just need to make the effort to place them in the right position <3!! I'm learning alot from my fiance, mashallah. What can I say we all make mistakes we can't let them get us down and we most definitely have to make sure that we learn from them. He really helps me take a look at them and move on. . . what more can I ask for mmm? Nothing.

As for my good friends. I still have the ones in MN, less than before but at least now I know who my "Rea" friends are. . . as for in Az..thats a completely different story. I guess I've always known that I've had all of my MN friends in one... I love her shes great. Even if its one person its nice to have someone to confide in. Well besides the obvious. my fiance who is really the bestest friend anyone could, would, and would want to ask for ever.

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